leaf

Me and the trees,
Losing our leaves,
Falling like blood on the ground,
I want to be evergreen.

PS : i try to remind myself how blessed i am to have what i have : family, friends, passions, and ultimately, GOD

I send a simple message for you

Hey!

This is me being honest. I tossed and turned a lot for all the time I’ve known you. I thought about you so much it was unhealthy. I hope you read this.

I still care about you. I think about you all the time. I’m praying for you constantly. I want so badly to know you’re being taken care of. I wish you the best in life, not because you’ll surely find it, but because you deserve it. You deserve so much.

I just wish you knew how much I miss you.

When I hear your name :

1. my eyes land on you
2. my heart immediately stops dead
3. my knees go weak
4. I internally panic

but actually you don't even know it

15 things that make me happy =j

1. God

2. Family

3. Friends

4. Kaka

5. My life

6. Oranges

7. Smiling & laughing

8. being myself around anyone and everyone

9. spent time with everyone i love

10. people who truly care

11. the smell of new books

12. jogging in the morning with my dad

13. soup

14. sunflowers

15. feeling safe and secure in arms of loved one, hehhe =j

please dont comeback at all

masih inget dia ternyata. satu-satunya orang yang bisa-bisanya nggak suka sepak bola, hahha

'pasti kamu masih nggak bisa nyebrang jalan ya?'

'masih nyariin summer triangle?'

'inget kata-kata ku dulu kan : nggak asik liat keatas terus, tuh rumput juga bagus :)'

'kambing itu lucu'

'taplak meja itu lucu'

'ngapain miskal miskol ganggu orang kencing aja'

'kamu tuh divanya delayota, hahaha'

'makanya jangan kelamaan dikamar mandi'

'makannya udah belum?'

'kekunci dirumah sendiri Y.Y'

'fav song : always-BLINK182'

'bad song : wake me up when september ends'

'mati-matian aku nerangin ke kamu apa itu OFFSIDE'

#smiley yang sangat khas =j

it's YOU

Hey!

When I awake it's you that makes me strong

And I know that you've been with me all along

With you life is so easy why do I make it hard

There were so many times I would doubt myself

But your words were always there to help

You don't know how I feel

Cause I'm usually so nonchalant

My feelings I conceal

But I want you to know

And it's so hard, you're so far

Can you hear me crying?

unthinkable

True love is not what you see on the movies, or what you hear on the songs

It is not an ecstasy

True love is sacrifice

Love is thinking about others before you think about your self

Love is selfless not selfish

Love is when you lay down your life for another

Love is patient, Love is kind

Love doesn’t envy, doesn’t boast

Love isn’t rude, it isn’t self-seeking

It is not easily angered

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes

It always perseveres, love never fails, everlasting, and eternal

It goes on and on, it goes beyond the time

U’ re probably willing lay down your life for your mother, your father, your sister, your brother, your best friend, your boyfriend or your girlfriend, eh?

Do you have love?

hhahaha...nyampah